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Why am I SO stupid?!

I got back from college today, and thought I deserved a nice cup of tea! So I got my tea and (whilst mum was out) sneaked it into the living room.. So there I was sitting on the sofa, sipping my tea watching t.v - Sofalizing basically.. And i get a text.. So i text back and what happens?!

I DROP MY PHONE IN MY CUP OF TEA!!!!!!!!!!!! :-(((((((((((

I am SO devastated!!! This is just ridic...

I am hopeing if I leave in on the heaters for a couple of hours, the tea shall evaporate.. I hope.

If not - Then i guess i am luckyyy 'cause the phone is on contract, so it can easily be fixed.. but its all TIME CONSUMING!

Argh! It looks like I'm gonna have the monday blues.. all week!

What makes you special..

It's been a pretty tough week to be fair.. I've gotta say, that it's gotta be one of the worst weeks so far! Firstly, the weather is beyond sh*t - even by British standards and secondly, the miserable ambience outdoors makes you feel miserable indoors!! So, since I've not been able to do much I've just been thinking. Don't you find it quite interesting how some people can move on so quickly? And some people can be sooo similar to you - yet so much different!? And how time changes EVERYTHING! No matter how hard we try to maintain changes, they are unevitable.. I guess changes are good though.. Gives us somethin' new ta breathhh.

It's a horrible feeling knowing that there's this thing want, which you know is i m possible to attain!!! But heyyyyyyyyyyy! There is NO time to be upset! So let us be cheerfull! Christmass is soon! I love the festive season! I love all the family gatherings and surprises! It just puts me exactly where I wish to be :-))))) xxxxxxxxxxxx

Tiredness killlllss..

Happiness is the feeling you get when you arrive home from college, realising it's a Friday and that you now have 2 whole days off!!! :-))))))))

I know that I haven't blogged in a while bloggers, but its due to the simple concept of tiredness! I think with the cold months fast approaching, and so much work to do for the sisters wedding, I feel as if I've just been overwhelmed!! If it isn't family, it's friends, if it isn't friends its facebook! I am acctually struggling to keeep up with it all!

So, my plan here is to give you a quick summery of my past week..
Tedious. One thing which i have never been able to fully understand is the idea of people falsley comitting themselves to another person at a point in life where they hardly matter!! It's just pathetic. This week, I've broken ties with an old childhood bestie.."bestie" is questionable at this moment in time? But to be perfeclty fair, I AM FINE! I feel great.. Nothings changed.. And i'll have to admit I enjoy devoting time to myself rather than others!

Anywaysssssss.. It's a friday night, and i have NO plans?!?!?!?! What a 'kuffafel' ...

Dehli 2010 - Proud host of the CWG!

Today, it is actually all about India! Delhi are the proud hosts of this years Commonwealth games! Less than 2 weeks ago, India were about to make a mockery of themselves! In less than a week they managed to turn the tables, and make the opening ceremony of the Commonwealth games an amazing one to remember!

However, even though I wasn't fortunate enough to be present in Delhi for the event itself, I was pretty much comfortable on my couch with coffee and crisps tuned in @BBC 1 - Live!

Moments like this I realise even more how much I feel the deepest connection with my Ancestral Country...may have been born here in the UK but something stronger inside pulls me to India/my Indianess.

Did anyone else notice, how all the country's competitors were coming out with elegance and grace.. England came out and I see guys pulling their tongue out at the camera like they're on a night out in Blackpool.. oh dear o dear..

And my highlight of the opening ceremony... those amazingly beautiful saris...

One thing which was annoying, was Prince Charles! While everyone else is watching, Charles and Camilla were chatting to each other non stop so far.. anyone told them where they are... :-))

The colours, the music, the spirituality, the passion, the love, the culture..what we saw on our screens this evening makes me feel so proud to be Indian so proud.. it's beautiful xxx

Dippings!!

Whilst I was on holiday! Incredibly scary!!

Snikes!

So.. I was kinda struggling earlier about what to write today.. and i ended up talking to one of my bestest friends (as always), Sunarika, and she suggested i write about her, and our school ventures!!

Now that school's over, it feels kinda awkward not seeing her everyday, or not working? We used to laugh as much as we work and work as much we laugh! No matter, how terrible the day was, we always used to find a way!

Sadly, she's going to a different college than i am :( which is a SHAME! But nevertheless, she promised to keep in touch :). One of the biggest things im going to miss about her, is the amount of jokes we had togather, it was laughter all around. We got praised as much as getting into trouble! But at the end of the day she and i have both worked hard - and hopefully our grades should reflect this... we'll find out soon anyway *bites teeth* .. I still remember how me and her used to have early morning revison raves to get coursework completed for the.... TODD. And i also remember how she would NEVER be able to wake up for 4am.. and instead she would stay up the entire night and wait for me to wake up at 4am to revise! Hahah...

Another fab time, was our food lessons... i HATED food!!!! Argh. It boils my blood just saying it! There was mountains of coursework.. and we had the WORST of WORSE teachers of all.. (she had a rep!).. and I, used to go home everytime i had a lesson with her! haha.. and so did sunarika, at times! Anyways.. i remember, for our coursework, we had to bake pastry.. and i couldnt be arsed makeing pastry from scratch.. so i then bought ready-made pastry, and whilst everyone was makeing pastry.. me and sunarika just did other stuff like chop vegetables..and when everyones pastry began to take shape, we just got ours out the packet.. got a mixing bowl.. added some flour to the sides (to make it look as if we did it) and then got PRAISED for out flawless pastry!! :D Ahhh the joys!

Anyways, i love her sooo much! We both have worked our ass's off for our final GCSE's and im sooo soo sure we both have done great! I will never ever forget the memories i share with this girly (L).

If i was the drug, then yes ;)

Just a bunch of QQ's :)))))))

Be honest, are you starting to gain feelings towards anyone?
I have many different feelings towards everyone.

If you took a drug & alcohol test right now, would you pass?
Unfortunatley

Is there a girl you can tell anything to?
Yess there iss.

Is there anyone that always makes you smile when you talk to them?
MANY YESYES.

When was the last time you drank alcoholic substances?
Piss Off.

Will tommorow be better then today?
I'd like to think so..

Do you like to travel by plane?
Yeah

Is anything bothering you right now?
Not really :)

What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you drank?
Chocolate Frab - Starbuckiies.

If someone gave you $1,000 would you spend it or save it?
Dollars are wak, but spend.

Do you prefer to hold or be held?
Be heldddd :)

Do you have any plans this weekend?
Partay!

Have you ever liked someone older than you?
Maaaaaaybe..

What's something you're excited for?
Weddgings.

Who were you with last night?
ONES.

Good mood?
Not really.

Have you ever cried from laughing so hard?
To many times

Who was your last received call from?
Eeeeeesh.

Whats the last thing you said to someone and to who?
"2 sugars, little milk please" - mum, ofc.

What do the majority of people in your life call you?
Shivni, Shiv

Do you have a reason to cry right now?
Noneeee :)

Do you like getting big hugs?
From who?

Is it easy to make you smile?
Veryy

What does your hair look like right now?
Peng

Have you ever cried from being so mad?
The other day, grr.

If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
Nahhhh, not really.

When was the last time you really laughed?
Car Numberplate: "Cool sing with a hot thing"

Where did you meet the last person you were in a car with?
At birthh

Is there a night you would like to put on repeat, and live it forever?
<333

Is anything upsetting you right now?
Nonne :)

Aside from waking up, what was the first thing you did this morning?
Wondered were my clothes had gone

Do you know anyone who doesn't smoke pot?
Yeah

If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
If I had to, hm. 2009

Do you think you can love someone without trusting them?
Naa

Do you get drunk every weekend?
No

Do you want to start over with anyone?
Nope

When was the last time you were in a very good mood?
Last night

Will you be in bed in the next 20 minutes?
Nope

What do you wish you had right now at this moment?
Pizza hut :(

What are your outlooks on gay/bisexual relationships?
Sickboyboy

Could you go a day without eating?
Probbs not.

Does someone have a crush on you?
Youtellme.

Secret about yourself?
Shudup

Do you snore?
No

when was the last time you were told you were beautiful?
Hm

Would you go out with anyone on drugs?
If the drug was me, then yes ;)

Who is in the room with you right now?
ONES.

lardi laa <3

In a relationship with waffles..

Lately.. I have been consuming waffles alot!! I mean the Birdseye!

My life consists of eating waffles on a daily basis, and i love them! There are soooo many ways you can eat them! For instance..

1) My favvvv - Waffle Sandwhich!

2) Waffles + beans + cheese + chilli sauce
3) Waffles + cheese

4) Waffles + mayooo

5) Waffles + beans

(etc..) .. lists pretty much endless.

Waffles - J'ADORE!

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Sooooo my little brother has been seeing me blog recently, and likes the idea of blogging! He's 9 and says "I want a blog." Hmm.. to young? I THINK SO.

Maybe next decade..

Quck post..

So guys.. I haven't blogged in a while :( .. Well not much has changed really.. except for the part that I am now 16teeeeen!!! yay yay yay! Also my sister has this unusual cyst upon her left eye, so she had a minor surgery.. which went fine, but it meant spending my 16th Birthday at the hospital! And whats' worse, is that my grandma, my mum and my sister ALL had hospital appointments on the same day (my birthday) at 3 different hospitals! So i guess you can imgaine whatta nightmare that's been!

Anyways, at the end of the day, I got a gorgeous pair of shoes, lots of cash, and finally a brand new bedroom (under construction, ofcourse)!

Sooooo, I'm off to bed now! Going away next week for 2whole weeks of sun, sea and sand.. yet not packed a pantie! Need to do that soon, as well as get ready for cousins engagement! Next few weeks should be fun ahhh <33333>

Gold vs. Silver

..I have wore gold in the past but I have always been more of a silver fan.. I think this is because I find it easier too wear and I buy alot more silver things so I guess i'm just used too it more..and it blingssss more..

I have this family party on Saturday night (Snore)... Good excuse too buy a new outfit though right? At first I had my eyes set on this beautifull Indian blue frock suit which was on sale, I tried an M on but it didn't fit and they did not have a S so I guess they pissed on my dreams. Instead, I bought a browny maroony frock suit thats both silver and gold.. which is different and it's sparkly!! The heels I bought a while back, they cute! Hopefully I should remind myself to take picture, so I shall post pictures soon. Going to feel wierd wearing both gold and silver together but I am digging clashing right now.

Night bloggers x x

Iniestaa!

So it was Spain who took this years World Cup! And it seems as the Octopus was right.. Sadly, i didnt watch the game :( - but in my defence it was the most boringest game ever! Im glad football is over, it's been a month of disruption for the TV industry argh! I gave up on supporting teams - During the fottball season, I thought that I had acctually jinxed every team i supported! First England, then Brazil, then Ghana, then Germany! So i didnt support anyone in the finals, and surprise surprise, the next best team won!

Soooo.. that's football over for another 4 years! Im happy Spain won! I would have loved to be in Spain last night, the celebrations were amazing!

The starting of an era..

Well guys.. here it goes.. my first ever blog. Im pretty excited about blogging frequently, and also quite nervous. As it's my first ever blog, im not quite sure on what to say.. But i'll tell you how my days been so far.

Well its almost the end of my day, so this will be a good account of what i've been upto. Well since I finished my GCSE's, I have been at home doing absolutely NOTHING. Which was clearly boring in anyone's frame of mind. So, to try and escape this overpowering boredom, I decided to give my room an antire clear out! I've thrown away all my GCSE notes, but some of which have been donated to my younger sister! Anyways, I'm kinda xcited for tommoroe! My family is comming down and we are all going for a picnic at a childhood park! It's gonna be totally awsome! And plus the weather has been on our side the past couple of weeks! So its even more great.

Anywhoooooo, I think im gonna head to bed now.. Kinda tired.. took the biscuits setting up my blog account! But i'm so happy its finally done! Hooray! ...*yawns* Night xxxxx